Last Ramadhan

i know this entry would be a boring one bcoz i want to reminisce the old times during last year's Ramadhan..hehe..i may be living with the ghosts of my past, but they always remind me of life experiences that i should ponder on.

btw, i'm at home down with conjunctivitis n i've got nothing else better to do other than blogging =)

last year's Ramadhan, was one of the best.why?because during that time i had a person whom i can call my lover..haha!!true enough.i was in a real relationship last puasa..i had someone whom i can call at night, a person to wake at Sahur n a person to gossip with on the phone while killing the time before berbuka =)

i really miss those moments..maybe not the person, but the feeling of loving someone n being loved in return..*sigh*

even though the relationship was a short one n eventually didn't workout, i never regret it. a close friend of mine said never regret things, but rather make them lessons to remind u not to repeat the same mistakes.point taken.

today while sitting down in my couch updating this, i am actually thankful to Allah for showing me that "he" was not the one.i may have loved him for a while but Allah said he isn't the one for me.he may be capable of fulfilling my dreams (some of it) but i know for a fact that he can't complete me.

we might have thought that some persons are meant to be with us n how we hope things would happen the way we planned it but who are we to deny fate?

he may seem to be the best, but he's not perfect for me. =)

so last Ramadhan, may u rest in peace..


p/s-he doesn't know this new blog so i don't gv a damn..Selamat Berpuasa to all =)