reposting last year's entry =)

the title as stated above is self-explanatory =D

enjoy reading!!!

Monday, September 20, 2010

ikmal hisham

imal busuk

imal pengorto

imal suka kentut

imal geng saya pi genting

imal geng saya main foosball

imal geng saya amik gambar

imal teman saya tengok lampu

imal geng karok saya

oh dia suka curik shawl saya

saya suka bergilaan ngn imal

Happy Birthday my dearest,

not a day goes by when i do not think of you

and how empty my life would be

if you were not here.

God bless!!


=)

p/s- suka aaa tu...

Posted by putihreddish at 9/20/2010 09:20:00 AM 4 comments

weeeeeee~~=)

life is like a roller-coaster ride..

its a scary ride, but fun =)

last year's August 18

i copied this from my old blog..heheh..here was what i wrote a year ago.

"Wednesday, August 18, 2010

a real turn off

saya x suka orang yg busy gile.

busy sgt smpai xde masa even nk ckp "hi".
kalau 24/7 camtu, perlu ke nk berhubung?


heh..turn off.

Posted by putihreddish at 8/18/2010 12:13:00 PM 0 comments

Les Pliages Longchamp

i bought it for RM35 only

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at Feringghi night market okayyyyyy..

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but i made it look RM3500 by adding to it my purple burberry scarf. *i tak mampu beli sendiri*

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punchline??? i want another.black =)

rintihan hati!!

wait!!its Wednesday already??i'm not gonna make it a wordless day bcoz i hv sooo many things on my mind:

today
1) 8 prohibitory order applications - sure die one....

2) 1 submission - due friday

3) prepare for tmrw's trial n mediation - *mataku kelip2*

4) crack the head to think of what to cook for Iftar


tomorrow
1) case managemant @ SAHC - morning

2) full trial @ KLHC - right after shah alam

3) divorce mediation @ KLHC - 2.30 pm

4) again cracking the head - what to cook???????!!

by the end of tomorrow i'll be like a vegetable..a broccoli to be exact =P

Last Ramadhan

i know this entry would be a boring one bcoz i want to reminisce the old times during last year's Ramadhan..hehe..i may be living with the ghosts of my past, but they always remind me of life experiences that i should ponder on.

btw, i'm at home down with conjunctivitis n i've got nothing else better to do other than blogging =)

last year's Ramadhan, was one of the best.why?because during that time i had a person whom i can call my lover..haha!!true enough.i was in a real relationship last puasa..i had someone whom i can call at night, a person to wake at Sahur n a person to gossip with on the phone while killing the time before berbuka =)

i really miss those moments..maybe not the person, but the feeling of loving someone n being loved in return..*sigh*

even though the relationship was a short one n eventually didn't workout, i never regret it. a close friend of mine said never regret things, but rather make them lessons to remind u not to repeat the same mistakes.point taken.

today while sitting down in my couch updating this, i am actually thankful to Allah for showing me that "he" was not the one.i may have loved him for a while but Allah said he isn't the one for me.he may be capable of fulfilling my dreams (some of it) but i know for a fact that he can't complete me.

we might have thought that some persons are meant to be with us n how we hope things would happen the way we planned it but who are we to deny fate?

he may seem to be the best, but he's not perfect for me. =)

so last Ramadhan, may u rest in peace..


p/s-he doesn't know this new blog so i don't gv a damn..Selamat Berpuasa to all =)

chicken soup for the soul

after putting on countless efforts, going through sleepless nights, crying my silent cries, i think its time for me to leave everything to Allah..

Introvert

a friend of mine told me that i am an introvert..

in my defence, i told him that i do socializing, facebooking, tweeting n what not..a lot of things i did publically.what else he wants me to do?

i guess he is of the view that i am as what he said because people would always wonder what is actually on my mind n what i am actually feeling deep down inside..

i prefer to keep things to myself...well ALMOST.but the most private things, only i would know.it saves a lot of energy and effort and also tears coz shud i share it with someone, no one would actually understand what i'm feeling.at the end of the day, we are in control of our own deeds n feeling.n if i shatter inside, only me myself and i would really understand what i'm going through.

*sigh*

i seldom write now. my passion in blogging had ceased along with my cessation in my obsession to certain things.i no longer regard few things as my fascination.yep..ppl might've heard this and only one thing would cloud their mind..blv me, they are not wrong.

as much as i try not to hurt so much, that "much" is also undoubtfully killing me inside.sorry i can't do more than i've ever described in previous entries (in my old blog) as i'm not that good with words, but all i can say is, i am empty now.

i'm empty, i feel empty, empty.

i can't talk much on it.

i try to be as cool as i dont know who.

i try to fake a smile.

but i can't.

the sincere smile from my face is gone..i dont know how to smile properly again.forget about laughing cause laughter is long gone..

heartless

i'm now heartless.

numb.

thank you

=)

another Wordless Wednesday

Get.It.Right

What have I done? I wish I could run . Away from this ship going under . Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else . Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders . What can you do when your good isn't good enough? . When all that you touch tumbles down? . 'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things . I just wanna fix it somehow . but how many times will it take? . Oh, how many times will it take for me? . To get it right . To get it right . Can I start again with my faith shaken? . 'Cause I can't go back and undo this . I just have to stay and face my mistakes . But if I get stronger and wiser . I'll get through this . What can you do when your good isn't good enough? . When all that you touch tumbles down? . 'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things . So I throw up my fist . Throw a punch in the air . And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair . Yeah, I'll send down a wish . Yeah, I'll send up a prayer . And finally, someone will see .How much I care! . What can you do when your good isn't good enough? . When all that you touch tumbles down? . 'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

Surveys for the bored ones like moi

this was taken from here. i luv ya sistah!

Out of 100, see how many random stuff that go around my life.

1. I woke up in the afternoon today.
2. I have at least three picture frames in my room.
3. My trash can is full.
4. I love snow globes, but I’d never buy one.
5. I use my regular phone more than my cell phone.
6. I’m single, but I don’t want to be.
7. My hair is not layered.
8. I hate the term “best friend,” but I use it anyway.
9. I get along with my mum more than my dad.
10. I like making beaded bracelets.
11. I’ve never run for class president/treasurer, etc.
12. Most of my friends are white.
13. I have over 150 CDs in my collection.
14. I would rather listen to the radio than CDs.
15. I own whiteout, but I barely ever use it.
16. I’m very shy until you get to know me.
17. Some take my shyness as being mean/rude.
18. Most people probably don’t understand me.
19. I have a very random sense of humor.
20. I do not consider myself attractive.
21. I feel that I’m more mature than most people my age.
22. But not all the time.
23. I used to pick my nose and wipe it on the wall.
24. I’d rather be cold than hot.
25. I always wait for that one person to sign on.
26. I’m probably online too much for my own good.
27. I am trying to lose weight and it’s not working out very well.
28. I own a LOT of chapstick. A LOT.
29. I love to buy paper… but I barely use it.
30. I write in my paper journal once a day or more.
31. I am an American, yet I find them annoying.
32. I’ve used binoculars the wrong way before.
33. I’m thirsty, but I can’t be bothered to go get something.
34. One of my best friends is that of the opposite sex.
35. Sometimes I feel really, really sorry for myself.

36. My stomach hurts a little bit right now.

37. Other times I feel really, really lucky.

38. I have a friend (or more) who creeps me out.
39. I have more than one shelf up in my room.
40. It’s sunny out today.
41. I don’t have a car.
42. I’m very picky with food.
43. I have a hard time with directions.
44. I am a little bit obsessive compulsive.
45. I talk to myself in the mirror sometimes.
46. I don’t have that many DVDs yet.
48. I feel very sick if a movie is gory.
49. I have a lot in common with my best friend.
50. I believe in the theory that opposites attract.
51. I’ve liked someone who is at least four years older than me.
52. I’ve started a fire/explosion in the microwave oven before.
53. I’m worried that one of my pets will die soon.
55. Never been THAT drunk, but it might be kinda fun.
56. Sometimes I act drunk even when I’m not.
57. It annoys me when people chew loudly.
58. And breathe loudly.
59. And click their pens like crazy.
60. I enjoy bold surveys, mostly ‘cause I have no life.
61. I’d rather have a popsicle than popcorn.
62. I’d rather do laundry than the dishes.
63. Someday, I will go to England.
64. I’d rather be in a dark room than a bright one.
65. My alarm clock annoys me very, very much.
66. When I was younger, I went to summer school for fun.
67. I was made fun of in middle school.
68. I’ve never eaten sushi and never will.
69. I remember where I was when I first learned to whistle.
70. If Barney is on TV, I will still sit there and watch.
71. MySpace is annoying, but I’m pretty much addicted to it.
72. I hAtE iT wHeN pPl TyPe LyK dIs!!!
73. When I talk to my crush, I get too excited.
74. People have told me that I’m sexy before.
75. I never believe it when they do.
76. I love to write, but whenever I start something new I can’t finish it.
77. I love to read.
78. If I lay down and watch TV, I end up falling asleep.
79. I absolutely LOVE riding my bike.
80. I love to play badminton, but I don’t play often.
81. I have never been on a sports team before.
82. I’m in at least one advanced placement class.
83. I’m in the class of 2013.
84. Jacuzzis and hot tubs are very relaxing.
85. I have stood up and done something else during this survey.
86. I space out a lot.
87. I’ve made a shelf in a store collapse before.
88. I’m a big crybaby, and I know it.
89. I wouldn’t mind having a ferret for a pet.
90. I love to watch home videos.
91. I miss my childhood and wish I could go back.
92. I’d rather brush my teeth normally than use an electric toothbrush.
93. Dippin’ Dots are good.
94. I feel like I’m more confident than I used to be.
95. My friends come to me for advice often.
96. I’ve had over five significant others in my lifetime.
97. I have cheated on one or more of them before.
98. Last year’s math class was completely useless.
99. I hate the fact that I’m growing up. I don’t want to.
100. I miss a lot of my old friends, but not all of them

43 out of 100. I don't really enjoy doing this but its better than having to stare into the blank screen on my pc for hours..haha

*ok sambung buat kerja*

Wordless Wednesday

empty house, L.O.C.K.E.D

for a while

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until further notice

=)

June 10, 2011

"Sometimes, the most beautiful thing in the world cannot be seen or be held, but it is felt in our hearts"

*smile*

the most important person in My World

i cannot write a lot on this..

because no words can describe my love, gratitude, adoration, respect, affection, passion, admiration, etc towards this one person - my mother.

Hajah Rozilah binti Haji Osman

My Ibu: my mother, my bestfriend, my confidante, my Queen, my teacher, my boss, my Everything.

Happy Birthday Ibu, only Allah can repay you for all your good deeds.

=)

Showers: Bridal n Baby

girlfriends

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Carcosa Sri Negara

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Nadiah: bride-to-be

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Elya: mummy-to-be

*hugsNkisses*

Happy Birthday dear YOU

i like the way u sing while playing the guitar..

i like your oh-so-adorable dimples...

i like your stunning smile with your flashy white teeth.


today's your birthday..

so yeah...happy birthday eye-candy! =)

retail therapy

really need the therapy..

it's been a while..

anyone wanna join??? =)

flat

yesterday was a very tiring day.

my route: Gombak-Bangsar-Jln Ipoh-Putrajaya-Bangsar-Bukit Damansara-Bangsar-Gombak

so that is why last night i slept for almost 12 hours..


haihhhh..

May 16

me n my hero!!! *hugs*

two most important entities in my life

 

 

May 16..

a very important date...

1) its my Dad's birthday

and

2) My call day

those two pictures above were taken on my long-call day..it was May 16, 2009..i specifically dedicated my call day to my dearest father who then celebrated his 53rd birthday on the same date..it was mentioned in my speech..after the proceedings, he hugged n kissed me on my forehead and said "in my whole 53 years of living, this year's present is the best.you made me n ibu proud" ~~=)

yeahhh..it made me cry.knowing that both my parents were so proud of me..i know on that day, i've achieved something in life.hihihii..

so today, my lovely hero turns 55..*yayyy duit EPF ayah dh boleh kuarr!!!!* =P
this year i dont have anything special to give him..but this morning i called him and sang a silly birthday song on my way to court..it sufficed..as long as he's happy, i'm happy..i pray that Allah would grant him all happiness in life, bless him, give him the best n eventually grant both my parents Jannah..Ameennnn..n oh!! i also pray that my father would still be with for a very long long time..haha..i still want to joke around n laugh my head off with my darling father even though i'm married (one day).teeehhehehehe...

I love you Ayah!!!!!! *hugsnkisses*

and also today, it marked my 2nd year in the legal practice..i'm still enthusiastic to anticipate more challenges in this profession. *cewah poyo much*
i hope in the next 10 years, i'll still be a rocking DropDead Diva..haha! *aminkan cepattttt*


please bear with me, people..for Insyaallah, i'm gonna be here for a loooooong time..=)



*lotsoflove*

my destiny

not dedicated to anyone..no.

but its my homework =)

now i have ideas for my own wedding....*wahahahaha*

from my not-so-long fingers

lets keep our fingers crossed instead, yeah?

fragile

can i cry??

please...

bcoz it has been a while since i really shed any sensible tears out of my ugly eyes..

call me clingy..but hey, i'm the one with experiences that are too ugly for me to remember..

i'm the one who got dumped twice...*wait..thrice??*

again, please..

i'm tired.

make up your mind..if u want my heart, take it properly n please please please don't break it.

let me know if things are uncertain.

i'm a fierce lover.

if u are not ready, let me know..

so far i did ok healing alone..

n besides,

i've gotten too used to being helplessly in love with the impossible.

cravings

it's been a while...

ohhh salmonnnnnnnnn...

saba udonnnnnn *tears welling up already*

oh Sushi King..i hate u for not being available at the ground floor of my office building!!!!!!!


lets sushi!!!!anyone??

a little on work..

work..

what options do i have to talk on work other than ranting about hate?

not that i hate my job...nooooo no no..=)

being a practicing lawyer is my passion..

its my work place..


Hate..*take note of the capital H*

i believe Allah is always fair..

someday i'll be rewarded..insyaallah....

*counting my blessings*

=)

i have dibs on that werewolf!

its a good movie with so many twists in it..go watch it!!

  see on the top??"from the director of Twilight"..heheh...=)

valerie & peter

i'm not giving away any spoilers on this movie..u guys can go watch it..

i just wanna highlight that it got one of my obsessions in it - Werewolf!!!!

haha..

i'm just nuts over werewolves..the one in this movie is hot..but not as hot as Jacob Black

well...i like the ending though...the girl ended up with the werewolf..


enough said..i give 4 out of 5 stars for this twisted piece.

one hot werewolf he is..aite??

binLaden

Osama is dead..

they said.

even if he is, he was a great man in a way.

he made a statement right in the face of Uncle Sam.

i'm against terrorism..but i don't like US too..

wutever it is, Allah is Great..

oh puh-lease!

OMG!!!

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Oh my God!!

hmmm..some ppl questioned me..why hvnt i opted for "Ya Allah", "Ya Rabbi" instead of the westernly-OMG..

stupid.period

translation: Oh Tuhanku! (its Malay language if you should know)

saying it in English, does that make me un-Islamic??

i know to whom i prostrate to 5 times daily.
i know who my Creator is.
i don't hv to explain each time i get a stupid smirk from ppl around me who thought i was being too modern a Muslim who is too proud to say "Ya Allah" instead of OMG..

read this..my sister explained it brilliantly..

please la ppl..

don't be sooo Kampung.
even "Oh Lord" does not make me a sinner.

n yes..Allah is Great..
He understands even languages that you n I never heard of.
He knows..

sordid

it may seem bad to some ppl (or maybe all)

but its not easy for me to swallow..

i mean, let go.

bye

once upon a time, it was my obsession

i found this on Youtube yesterday night when i was trying to crack my head thinking of ways to kill the boredom..

omg i was like their biggest n craziest fan (every girl would think she's the biggest BSB fan of all time) that time!!!!!i was 12 when they did this concert.i remember putting all of my pocket money for the month on the counter at Speedy to buy this BSB 1997@Frankfurt live in concert vhs..haha..

to come n think abt it, where did it go?? *hmmmmm*

during my schooling days, i remember being soooo into the Backstreet Boys..me n my friends wont stop gossiping abt them!too bad kids nowadays have to make do with that kiddo Justin Bieberwutever..the Biebs is definitely nowhere near the BSB in talent, popularity, charm, cuteness n basically everything..hihi..i had all albums they produced, recorded almost all of their appearance on tv, purchased all of their live in concert VHSs, bought all existing mags with even a slightest story on them (remember Smash Hits, LIME, B-pop, etc??) simple words - i'm just crazy abt them..hihi..

listening to their songs really brought back memories.....

i will always love the Backstreet Boys ~=)


*missing those girly-teeny times*

legal profession

i only got the chance to really sit down n write today when there's no court..*sigh*

i really enjoyed going to court, going up n down the building, getting lectures from the Judges, got pissed off with court's staffs, getting blisters on my feet, bumping into politicians, celebrities n all - i wont complaint much..i'm a lawyer - its my bread n butter..above all my ups n downs while being in this profession, i always remember one thing -- its my PASSION.

BC should hv this..kan?

so i dont mind having to go to court 5 days in a week..believe me, it is super-tiring but it is totally worth it doing things that you love. =)

23.00

a lovely surprise just a little while ago

i'm gonna sleep soundly tonite..



n oh! with a big smile on my face too!!

*hugs*

note to self

Don't change yourself;

find someone who loves you the way you are,

not someone who wants you to change who you are to satisfy them..

self: ok noted!i won't change n won't settle for anyone that low..bye-bye to hotness and pretty faces.say hello to fatness n confidence!!they're the new definition of SOPHISTICATION n MATURITY.


*eyes-fluttering*

anticipations

if u ask me, i want sooooo many things in life..who doesn't?

so far i'm being blessed with a great family, supportive friends, a rocking job.i am thankful to Allah for blessing me as such..Alhamdulillah..

apart form anticipating improvisations  in life as regard to a better position, better remunerations, having better Iman, i'm contented with whatever rezki that Allah has given me.i will not ask anything else.

but my heart is still vacant for the 2nd best position - my bestfriend, my lover, my soulmate, my all.

having said that though, i'm in the process of learning to accept and so far i'm happy with the progress.i may not get what i want but i'm making do with what i'm having hoping that it is the best for me.

plus, who knows what their destiny would be?

we might think that something is not good for us but who are we questioning??

fate is certain.

we have to embrace it with a sincere heart and willingness to be thankful for it.

Allah knows what's best for all of us..

maybe the person i've been rejecting all this while IS the best person for me..

just maybe..

if YES, then i'll give my devotion to this person until the end of time.


*pray hard*

smile dear, coz this is OUR time to shine..

F.I.N.E

girlies went to PD without moi..

fine!!!!!

double fine!!!

my password has been reset (ed)?

but i'm still maintaining it for the time being..

apple of my eyes

it is actually more like the apple of our eyes..

baby Humairah Khairiah binti Muhammad Yusuf =)

her 2nd day

she lights up our house now..our dearest darling..*chompchomp*

puzzled..

now i'm being more skeptical.

don't blame me if i blurt out yes NO

you are not that good for me??

Pink sang:

pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

like you're less than perfect

pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

like you're nothing

you are perfect to me

yeah..Pink almost said it all.

why such statement should be made in the first place? the ones like "i'm no good for you" "you deserve better" "i am a nobody" "i tak cukup bagus utk u" "sape lah i ni" et cetera...

for a guy to be too humble is actually pathetic and irritating to a girl.by saying "i'm no good for you", a guy is apparently exposing his one weakness (amongst others..heheh) and boys......we girls don't like it!

look at it this way..if you are not good enough, are you then suggesting that she is stupid for choosing you?the moment you think that you are nothing, there's always someone who thinks that you're the most perfect person in the world.her world at least..don't be surprised..it is true.

~=)

yep you're perfect to me.period

chicken soup for the soul..even better

in my previous blog, i've posted an entry about the beauty of Paradise..i've been searching for the link since morning but i can't find it..

even though this is not the actual link i've posted before but the end-result is still the same - it made me cry.

check it out.

i guess it'll make you cry too..

*bliss*

TGIF

i've always been liking Fridays.apart from the weekends, Friday is my favorite day of the week!!

these are the reasons why...

1) its the last day of work for the week.

2) can make plans for the night!!

3) relaxed atmosphere in the office

..and most importantly, because its the day when Muslim guys are going all about in their BAJU MELAYU...

teeehehe..actually that is the main reason why i like Fridays..*eyes-fluttering*


ok nk lari senyum sorg2...=)

happy thursday everyone!! =)

Play by the Rules, but be ferocious

I don't know how ferocious i have to be..rawrrrrr!!-ferocious or meoww-ferocious?? hihi~=)


oh yeah..happy thursday!

Jibbitz

i miss my crocs days...

1st talk

improvising.

it's not as easy as you can read or spell it.

determination and strong will are amongst the pre-requisite.

hoping for a better tomorrow is always the subject.

but the real drama concealed behind it, is very challenging if you try embracing it with an empty mind without a slight reasonable intelligence.

I've been trying to improvise my own self few times before but I admit that I am not that strong.

please..

give me another chance to be a better person inside out.

a better Muslim.

a Khairunnisa'.

yadayadayada

just a better person than yesterday.


Oh Allah, to You i submit my devotion and to You i surrender my soul..


*wink*

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful

a new start.

i start it with the most sacred word.

in the name of Allah, i hope this would lead to a better me.

i'm embracing a new chapter in life.

come let's pray for it.